Foolish...

Really you only twist and turn me .
I'm so foolish to even believe you ...
I keep saying that I don't care , but it still gets me...
I feel a bit sad and my heart keeps beating ...
Oh, well ....
I'm really nothing to you...
I will get used to this idea one of this days...
I knew I shouldn't have thought about what you said last time ,cuz it was nothing.
You are cruel...
And I'm a fool

For you

Don't forget that the only person that stands in your way it's actually YOU.

Timpul...

Stiu ca ai dreptate dar nu vreau sa renunt la cine sunt acum doar pentru ca timpul a cam trecut si e momentul sa incep sa ma gandesc ce voi face de acum inainte cu viata mea .
E un lucru foarte trist si inspaimantator . Nu pot sa fac fata gandurilor ce ma cuprind atunci cand ma gandesc la viitor. Stiu ca e cam tarziu sa fiu tot eu , sa ma comport tot ca un copil . Dar mie frica...
Nu stiu ce sa fac...
Da ar trebui sa ma maturizez si sa schimb anumite lucruri daca mai vreau sa traiesc in lumea asta. Lupta cu timpul , e ceva cu care chiar nu pot lupta . Nu pot sa-i fac fata , nu ma pot adapta .
Pentru mine totul se sfarseste acum .

For me, " i'll just read one or two more chapters " always ends at four in the morning with a finished book.

Todos queremos lo que no se puede, somos fanaticos de lo prohibido.

That girl...

You see that girl? She looks so happy, right?
Dying inside. She's hurt. And tired. 
Tired of not being good enough , tired of life, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside . Acts like everything's perfect but cries at night. So everybody thinks that she's the happiest person they know.
That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the truth...