she's just too damaged

She can't feel...

She's just stuck...

What's the use of feeling?

What does she want from this life?

What does she think love means?

Why can't she just give up?

Why can't she just stick on emptyness?

Why?

Sometimes she feels , sometimes she doesn't

She is sick of Alex

But she wants Dimitri...

She knows there ain't love

She lost.

She's  way too damaged.