CRAP

The day started good.
She even got the chance to talk to him.
He sure made her day .
She couldn't belive it...
She really need it ...
She wanted to see if he will tell her to back of ..
But he just asked her if she cheated...
She told him : "not yet"
And they talk for a bit ..
It was enough for her to be happy..
Then she went out to meet her friends, not so happy about it ...
But thanks to the guy she could keep her smile till later on...
Her smile just faded when they went in town to play..
She started to feel so worthless...
She couldn't do anything..she was stuck on her chair...
Couldn't look at people faces and didn't even wanted to look the way her friends were...
She got so angry ..almost for her tears to flow...
She tried to keep her smile for some time...
And when she went to the bathroom she just felt how her world was crushing down....

Her heart breaking apart...
How could they , really?
Fuck them...
She always ends to be nobody...
Screw them...
She's always at the bottom  of the list...
She's sick of it...
When they decided to go home...she didn't want to go in the same car with them so she diceded to go on foot till the buss station ...
Didn't want to answer to any of there questions , didn't want to see more , she's just sick of it.
As she was walking...her tears wanted so bad to flow...
But she tried so hard to keep them inside..
In the buss she just couldn't anymore...
Now she feels like crap and doesn't know if she should or not go on the trip with them...
She is afraid to feel like that again...