No feelings. Just friends.

Fine . I think it's enough , i won't fight for you anymore because there will never be us.

I will see just as a friend and this is it.
I won't let you play with my heart. I won't let any of you.
I will shut it down. I don't need feelings.
This story ends here .
And other will begin.
I will see just fun in every guy.
That's the only thing they are good for.
I won't see them as anyone special anymore.
I'm sick of stupid ilussions ,
Of dreams that never become true.
Unless they are nightmares.
I think it's the time to write a new story.